Thursday, May 15, 2014
Lisa I miss you so much we fought so hard to stay alive and laff even when it was crazy hard ... I miss you I am gutted by your loss ,, you were so brave when Mom died and you helped mom even when it was crazy hard for you to even be out of bed, you and Mom were a team thats for sure , i guess it shouldn't have surprised me so that you would join her so soon ,,,, she would have done the same if you had went first. Your my hero for always staying and fighting to live , I fought hard to make your life the way you chose it ... I know you know that ... i hate going near the hospital so i will take extra good care to not have to go to the ER especially , we hated that every time didn't we ... You always knew you were loved .... please look out for us who are left behind say hi to mom ok ? \\\ I thought this would help me but it just makes me cry till I choke .. Thanks to Tom B at Don Browns my friend and support in this desolate time . CYA Lisa ... oh, your Amish stuff is with N she is thrilled with the bears stuff she picked out too. Love and time for us Brent , Dad is doing well stays here with us a lot his heart operation is a great job ... I like that I get to spend time with him , we were always close but during the cancer w mom he was so close to death its a miracle he has recovered from the exhaustion of care giver burn out ,,, he would have died before he let mom leave her home, Glad that is done too. WE pulled it off out of sheer will .... but you were here for that You were great w mom . I am sure she is telling you that now. was she surprised to see you //..must have been mixed emotions huh ..? K has taken care of all your stuff at your place, she loved you too .. caper is ok sleeps with Sydney (who you will likely see soon ) Caper well ,what a Dog , you were right spend time w her and you will love her .. she will comport me she Sydney passes for sure ok bye fo real , way way too real ... I am glad it was me who found you I always dreaded it would be me who had to see you die but I am glad I took care of you . Your brother and friend forever ;; Brent
